last week they told me i'm in if i finish the required 2 weeks of pre-residency. today, they gave me some forms to complete prior to my appointment. i ought to be relieved that i'm going to train in one of the best, if not the best, government hospitals in the country. plus, the salary is going to be way higher than those from private hospitals. but why am i not jumping with joy? in fact, i feel as if the world is closing in on me.

must be the whole atmosphere in the hospital. it's so dark and gloomy there. lots of people coming and going. lots of patients waiting to be seen but could not afford the the laboratory work-ups needed or the medicines prescribed to them. maybe i'm just used to the kind of hospital i had my internship in. or maybe, my heart is just not into the field i'm going to train in.

hay nako... pwede kayang tumunganga na lang?


Anonymous SilverMoon said...

I'm sorry you're feeling ambivalent. It sounds like quite an honor but I completely understand atmosphere affecting your mood. You'd be able to choose a different hospital after your training period, yet have this great experience!

Oct 18, 2005, 11:33:00 PM  
Anonymous JAYRED said...

Are you referring to PGH?

Oct 19, 2005, 1:03:00 AM  
Blogger kero said...

silvermoon: that's what all the doctors there told me, it would be an experience i would never forget in my entire life... but not necessaritly the greatest.

jayred: yes, i'm referring to PGH. and i'm pushing through with it. bahala na si batman!

Oct 29, 2005, 11:13:00 AM  

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